我能留住的究竟是什麼

I adore it because, compared to you,all my actions is acted out of uncertainty, maybe it’s because that’s the only thing I believe in right now.
But you, just so sure.
And there are people following the flows becus they are sure of those stuffs or they are not sure of themselves.
Many of those are just blinded by those flows.
They are sure becus they are actually blinded and they never know that.
But you, you are not blinded, the first person I’m so fascinated by.
Maybe, it’s because you are blinded by the real right thing.
Maybe, it’s because I’m blinded by you.

Does this even make sense? but i guess this is how im feeling

I MISS YOU and i want you to miss me back but i dont have the guts to ask cus i dont want to give pressure. but just this feeling, the feeling of missing, is so strong that i want to know you are happy you are doing well….

i think im kind of sick cus i found myself sounding no sense

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it goes on and on

I look kinda cute so people treat me kinda not too seriously so people kinda get impressed when they realize I’m pretty wise. It’s kinda cool to me me, huh?

:”(

I am sure of uncertainty.

This song makes me sad

me is not.

maybe im just too rational to fall

Cus saggitarius just get along well and flirts with not ugly ppl. Superficial and cocky.
We need the photo to remind ourselves that we r taken.

i dont know why, maybe cus im reallllllly closed, but still want to be cared.
And if u find this that will means a lot to me.
i love you because u make me feel cared, that really is a great feeling in life, or i can even say that it make me keep on living on this earth

because in most of the time, i dont feel be cared or liked at all (if it because of asian or just most ppl r afraid of showing love?) and i only care people i want to care. i creep means i care you. i think so. or maybe being attracted, or maybe just…being curious is my natural disposition.

I believe these feelings r mutual but we r lost in translation And thats why most of the time makes it seem more beautiful. I can love u with whole heart but there’s just this line , these brickssss that I know right now I don’t hav the guts to break. So just let time makes it move , see how it goes.      Maybe I just don’t know that I love u. (and that’s the real thing that blocks me

“are u happy?” actually, I just really really want someone to ask me this question now so I can answer no. I’m feeling like air, losing my sleep,

and now after pondering , I’m actually feeling like” being an air.”- no body would notice me but can’t live without me. This is a pretty common feeling. Want to be cared. Just only one person care now would be enough since feeling like I actually have nothing. Really sad. I need to get over this feeling. As always, needs to find things to distract myself and be busy. :(